aide | Worst sleep ever

I went to bed at 11:30pm and as I expected I was still tossing by 12:30 but I didn't watch Shukudai becuase I know that makes me wired everytime. I turned off the AC, I didn't need it but was awake again at 2... and then 3... and then 4... did I even fall asleep? I don't know. I could have taken the last of the melatonin I have but my body was tired, my eyes were staying closed and I don't think my brain was working too much but it must have been. I don't feel terrible now but I suppose it'll take a while to hit me. It always does. Luckily there's no reason to stay up on Tuesdays so if I feel like crashing at 9, I will. I guess I can feel proud that I didn't get up and go on the computer like I usually do when I can't sleep? I tried, I really did! It just wasn't happening. There will be much coffee intake today.