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Finally figured that out.
Finally figured out how to get the smart list thing to work properly. Waiting for the amazing smartness of iTunes to kick in.
And was finally was honest with Stephen.
10/9Thu 9:56
Frm: Stephen
Sub: Your Friend
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Hey, so what kind of mischief did you and your friend get into last weekend?
10/9Thu 13:04
To: Stephen
Sub: Re:Your Friend
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Ugh it was kind of shitty cuz I had to wait arnd for her to finish work and she kept getting held up. >( Just the usual mischief.
Ok, I think I should say this cuz I feel like an asshole. And I feel like a bitch say this so I guess I lose either way. Better to be straight and adult abt it. I do want to be friends but I can't sleep with you. Which is too bad because it was pretty fantastic. But its just not there for me and I don't want to be one of those girls who have sex for the sake of it. That's assuming u still would want to but I'm talking what ifs. Ok. I'll stop my rambling and hope I didn't lead you to a bad impression of me.
10/9Thu 16:41
Frm: Stephen
Sub: Re:Your Friend
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I am a bit confused because I didn't feel that I was pressuring you in anything anyway. I thought we were friends and enjoyed hanging out. I guess I was wrong??? I can still be friends because that's what I thought we were or at least I assumed we were. I will leave it up to you. Hope you had a good day at work. Later.
PS: I'm not upset.
10/9Thu 16:45
To: Stephen
Sub: Re:Your Friend
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No, you weren't at all. But because we ended up in bed after we hung out the last few times I thought it might become an expectation. I just wanted to clear that up... cuz I felt weird. I needed to assuage my weirdness. >_<
There. Now I should be able to hang out with him and stop feeling weird. Or like I'm leading him on. Or whatever. Providing he still wants to hang out with me after this. I don't know. He's mature; maybe I'm not.
Work was actually... enjoyable. I spent the first 2 periods staring at my computer and talking to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
honeycorrupts, thinking about my lesson plan for tomorrow. Then I made posters for each of the 3rd year classrooms about "classroom instructions" (sit down, stand up, make a circle, etc.). In the morning, Imai-sensei had me mark 3 questions of the 1st year's exams and then I spent the afternoon marking 2nd year exams for Kaneko-sensei. Since I stayed half an hour later yesterday to help Nakamura-sensei record the listening test for the 3rd years, I got to leave 30 mins early today. I'm debating going to Abiko and getting my hair did cuz it's pissing me off tonight but I don't know if Nakajima-san is there on Thursdays... I suppose I could call and ask but I'm lazy. I'm going to call Justin as soon as I post this.
I need to organize my iPod... I realized yesterday I had the wrong kanji for Koda Kumi's name. >_> Durrr. Need to fix that. And find out why there are two Amuro Namie's when the kanji is the same. D
And was finally was honest with Stephen.
10/9Thu 9:56
Frm: Stephen
Sub: Your Friend
-------------------
Hey, so what kind of mischief did you and your friend get into last weekend?
10/9Thu 13:04
To: Stephen
Sub: Re:Your Friend
-------------------
Ugh it was kind of shitty cuz I had to wait arnd for her to finish work and she kept getting held up. >( Just the usual mischief.
Ok, I think I should say this cuz I feel like an asshole. And I feel like a bitch say this so I guess I lose either way. Better to be straight and adult abt it. I do want to be friends but I can't sleep with you. Which is too bad because it was pretty fantastic. But its just not there for me and I don't want to be one of those girls who have sex for the sake of it. That's assuming u still would want to but I'm talking what ifs. Ok. I'll stop my rambling and hope I didn't lead you to a bad impression of me.
10/9Thu 16:41
Frm: Stephen
Sub: Re:Your Friend
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I am a bit confused because I didn't feel that I was pressuring you in anything anyway. I thought we were friends and enjoyed hanging out. I guess I was wrong??? I can still be friends because that's what I thought we were or at least I assumed we were. I will leave it up to you. Hope you had a good day at work. Later.
PS: I'm not upset.
10/9Thu 16:45
To: Stephen
Sub: Re:Your Friend
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No, you weren't at all. But because we ended up in bed after we hung out the last few times I thought it might become an expectation. I just wanted to clear that up... cuz I felt weird. I needed to assuage my weirdness. >_<
There. Now I should be able to hang out with him and stop feeling weird. Or like I'm leading him on. Or whatever. Providing he still wants to hang out with me after this. I don't know. He's mature; maybe I'm not.
Work was actually... enjoyable. I spent the first 2 periods staring at my computer and talking to
honeycorrupts, thinking about my lesson plan for tomorrow. Then I made posters for each of the 3rd year classrooms about "classroom instructions" (sit down, stand up, make a circle, etc.). In the morning, Imai-sensei had me mark 3 questions of the 1st year's exams and then I spent the afternoon marking 2nd year exams for Kaneko-sensei. Since I stayed half an hour later yesterday to help Nakamura-sensei record the listening test for the 3rd years, I got to leave 30 mins early today. I'm debating going to Abiko and getting my hair did cuz it's pissing me off tonight but I don't know if Nakajima-san is there on Thursdays... I suppose I could call and ask but I'm lazy. I'm going to call Justin as soon as I post this.I need to organize my iPod... I realized yesterday I had the wrong kanji for Koda Kumi's name. >_> Durrr. Need to fix that. And find out why there are two Amuro Namie's when the kanji is the same. D
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Just call Nakajima, don't waste your time.
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and ::hugs:: hi! It feels like it's been a while (I'm so lame, I know I've only stopped checking my LJ since Saturday, but stilllll)
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yay for vegetation hahaha :DDDD
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