I have thought so much about wanting to be sick that I think I've tricked my brain into it. I am feeling nauseus and stabbing pain in my uterus but my period is over. It's not the first time that's happened... maybe I should go for an ultrasound and see what's up.
I wish I had the guts to call in sick tomorrow. I know I'm supposed to call the company first but I couldn't lie to Tatsuya without feeling bad. I know him. It's only thing to lie to the losers at the personnel office at Nova who I've never met and they don't really give a shit and there are people to cover me. It's totally different when there is no one to cover so the kids lose out on a week's worth of English because I wanted to have a mental health day. If it was a JH day, maybe I would because they can go on without me.
Well, whining on LJ isn't gonna get me anymore sleep. Karaoke was fun. Need to download more Zeebra. And I totally sang Happy Birthday. Andrew rolled his eyes at me the whole time. Whatever. It's so bad it's good; and fun to sing when I can keep up with the words.
I wish I had the guts to call in sick tomorrow. I know I'm supposed to call the company first but I couldn't lie to Tatsuya without feeling bad. I know him. It's only thing to lie to the losers at the personnel office at Nova who I've never met and they don't really give a shit and there are people to cover me. It's totally different when there is no one to cover so the kids lose out on a week's worth of English because I wanted to have a mental health day. If it was a JH day, maybe I would because they can go on without me.
Well, whining on LJ isn't gonna get me anymore sleep. Karaoke was fun. Need to download more Zeebra. And I totally sang Happy Birthday. Andrew rolled his eyes at me the whole time. Whatever. It's so bad it's good; and fun to sing when I can keep up with the words.