Emptiness?

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Equilibrium is finished and now I'm at a loss. I've had this story in my head for the last 10 months, like a safety blanket or something. It was always there, I always felt like "I should be writing it" when I wasn't. I felt so guilty for those 4 months when I was writing other things, like I was cheating. But now it's over. It's a good feeling but strangely bittersweet. I'm damn proud of it and all the work I put in (though it still needs so much more). If I get it edited to my liking, I might even send it to my mom. God, that would be the most... I think I would cry if she said it was bad.

It's bedtime.