I ain't havin' it.

OMG I want to die right now.  I was up til nearly 3am writing Maybe If last night which was stupid on my part.  But I was on a roll (scary in itself because what do I know about angst?) and wanted to get it all out.  I posted it straight after finishing a spell check and haven't read it again yet.  I got amazing comments on it, so that should be validation enough. :)  I kind of want to send these to Claire Wright, my old writing prof, and see what she has to say.  She'd probably rip them apart with love.  LOL.

So in addition to sleeping at dawn practically, there was a torrential storm last night and my freaking kitchen exhaust fan started leaking all over the kitchen.  I guess the rain water pooled up on the roof and started dripping in through the ventilation.  The other morning, I actually wondered if my windows were leaky because I could hear rain drops fall in puddles, but the ground outside my window is pretty high so it must be coming from there.  I balanced some dirty dishes on the element (which is so not flat) and tried to go back to sleep.  My stomach felt upset so that was already ruining my sleep.  Maybe it was the tuna I had for dinner, but I think I would have felt sick sooner if it had been off. 

I woke up to a fucking jackhammer this morning coming from god knows where.  There aren't any construction sites around here, as far as I know.  Maybe the landlord hired someone to fix the roof?  I should go up and check it out, if I can get access.

And my period started today and I'm crampy and bloated and my allergies are flaring so my eyes are itchy and I'm sneezy and ugh.  I'm glad I went and did some grocery shopping yesterday so I have no reason what so ever to leave the house today.  I have the final episode of Goong, the final episode of Honey & Clover, 2 subbed episodes of GRA and the Propose Daisakusen SP to watch.  Woo hooo~

Utterly shocked.

Yamapi's visit to Korea.

I am in shock.  Complete and utter shock.  I have new found respect for people who work in the entertainment industry, being able to react to that situation with such grace.  I'd say "Think twice," to anyone who wants to be famous after seeing that.  I think it was the same thing when Jun and Mao went to Hong Kong to film the HanaDan movie.  I can't say that I wouldn't freak out a little bit at seeing someone famous, especially someone I'm a fan of, but this is out of control.  Do fans act like this in North America?  I don't even know anymore.

I don't even know what to think about this.