My parcels are all ready to go out tomorrow. God, I wonder how much it's going to cost. I was just going to send my family's presents in an envelope but I only have an A4 size one and it's just a
little bit too small. I found a small box to use instead so hopefully that won't jack the price up that much. It's not that heavy. I've also got t-shirts for Destini and a mag for Alison ready to go. The shirts won't be much and I don't think the magazine will be either, since it's smaller than the last one I sent but you never know. Now all that's left is to get my new year cards written and mailed. At least my family's and Alison's will be done since I'm including them there. I've already sealed up Destini's package and I don't feel like regluing/taping everything. I would probably have to use a whole new envelope. Oh well. I wasn't thinking that far ahead when I went and got that ready. Durrr. The only thing I have to do is wrap the box in paper and address it. I wish Japan Post provided packing supplies like they do in Canada. They don't even sell fucking envelopes.
I'm not really sleepy... I should be. I will be tomorrow if I don't go to sleep soon. I told myself I need to start going to be earlier because I'm not able to wake up at 6 anymore. Or I wasn't last week. Maybe it's because I spent the whole day at home and did nothing. I finished watching Roswell ): and played video games. I didn't even write. But I thought about it. I fended off people who wanted to sell me newspapers and make me pay for NHK. I'm surprised that she didn't try to fight with me on that one. She asked me if I had a TV and I said yes, but I only watched DVDs. And she bought it. Sweet.
I'm feeling odd. I don't want to say lonely... because I don't feel depressed or upset about being home alone. Actually I was really looking forward to today after having been out an about for the last few weekends with next to no downtime. I've never really had people lining up to talk to me or mountains of messages waiting for me ever, so I don't know why it should feel so strange now. I sometimes wonder why I don't get more emails/letters than I do. It's most definitely the fault of MSN; you talk to people more frequently and run out of things to say. Although I write the randomest, moronic letters that just babble on about nothing. Even with online friends, though, it seems like I have been out of touch with some people. I don't know if it's my fault or just life butting its fat head in. Maybe a combination of both. Just ignore me, I'm not even making sense.
Today is the deadline for
je_ficgames. I wonder when those will start getting posted. I'm not even sure how the voting/point system really works... I have no idea what the rest of my team is doing except for 1 person. It didn't really turn out to be such a "team" game, at least in my case. There is one more day for
je_holiday and then those will start to be posted in 2 weeks. It's really bizarre: I'm more interested in the feedback for my fic, and hope the reciepent likes it, than what
I'm going to get.
I've got to think up a new challenge for
kotobayori for December. I feel like it's going to be half-assed on my part because I haven't really thought it through. Meh. Whatever.
I hestitate to think about what my schedule for tomorrow/December is going to be like. I wonder when/if Tatsuya is going to make his appearance. He probably won't give me any warning again. Prick.