Impatience is a sin

I have never regretted writing something before. Or posting it. I am
generally really happy with everything I produce but I can't say the same
this time. I should have worked more on it. Today is going to be the
longest day in history while I wait for 5 o'clock so I can go home and
rewrite. I don't even have the time today to write at school. The problem
is that I don't know how to rewrite it. Perhaps a seperate chapter only for
the sex. That would seperate things and make it not so ... I dont even
know. Shojo is good but its not what I want. It doesn't seem realistic.
Ugh. This is a first and I don't like it at all.