I can't even be bothered

I don't even want to go through my flist.  I read friends' blogs but there's too much on the comms.  I'm not in the best headspace for that.  I hate having head colds.  I want some fucking over the counter goddamn cold meds that don't cost 20$.  I want some sudafed or neocitron.  I have a very slight fever of 99.9.  I will have nothing going on today but it's too much of a bitch trying to call in sick to work and it's not worth the hassle.  I can stay in the teacher's room all day and nap or read and be fed and stay warm but I would really rather stay at home and in bed.  If my fever goes up (I'll take my thermometre with me) and I really start to feel shitty, I'll go home.  It wouldn't do to infect the other teachers (though they've probably got it already anyway).  Why the hell am I the only one sick?  Unless I picked it up at Ni Shou from some kid but it was a bit slow to show itself for that I think.  

Why is my life so unfair?  命は超ずるい。 And I'm all blocked up with gross thick yellow snotttt.  And I can't decide if I'm hungry or nauseous.  And my period was supposed to start on Friday so it's going to be a fucking party today.

On being sick and good music videos

It was a hard thing to get up and out to work this morning. It was the worst head cold I've had in a long time and I don't understand where I got it. Unless sleeping all night with the AC on at Andrew's was the cause since I don't do that at home because no one else was feeling gross. I was wavering between hungry and nauseated all the way until lunch and then I felt better. I napped through first and second periods and that helped a bit too. And I read Lipstick Jungle the rest of the day. Very productive. Kaneko fucked up the schedule on day 1 which is par for the course so I had no classes at all. He gave each first year two or three while all the second have three or four. It's going to be a very long three weeks.

( It's been a while since I fangirled )

Tomorrow is supposed to be shit weather.  What the hell, February.  What the hell.

I JUST LOOKED AT MY POWER BILL.  5400 YEN.  FUCKKKK.