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Oct. 28th, 2008 11:17 pmMy head hurts. Editing Andrew's papers is stressful. But I feel like maybe I could shit out a research proposal on command if necessary.
I told Jun I wanted to do a lesson about Remembrance Day because it's important (to me). I was doing research and making a handout and started crying at work. I've never cried at Remembrance Day services or anything but it just really hit me today. I hope I can pull of a presentation without choking up. But then the kids might understand how much that holiday means.
There is just too much happening in the next month. It's all crammed in to the same weekend too: Amanda's super secret leaving party on the 15th, staff trip to Nagano (excited!!) 16th-17th, Amanda leaves on the 18th! I kind of feel like I'm a shitty friend if I go on the trip because I won't get to see her right before she goes... but then the bitchy side of me says that ever since I moved out she/they haven't really made the effort to stay tight with me anyway. Well, that was happening before I moved out. Anyway. When I get my bed on Sunday I'll invite her and Nikki (and Sachiyo by extension) over for dinner and hopefully they'll fucking accept this time.
I'm still waiting for my package from fucking 24hr TV. Dude, it's been 10 days. What the shit? The last time it came in 3.
Man, why am I in such a turbo-bitchy mood right now? Damn.
I told Jun I wanted to do a lesson about Remembrance Day because it's important (to me). I was doing research and making a handout and started crying at work. I've never cried at Remembrance Day services or anything but it just really hit me today. I hope I can pull of a presentation without choking up. But then the kids might understand how much that holiday means.
There is just too much happening in the next month. It's all crammed in to the same weekend too: Amanda's super secret leaving party on the 15th, staff trip to Nagano (excited!!) 16th-17th, Amanda leaves on the 18th! I kind of feel like I'm a shitty friend if I go on the trip because I won't get to see her right before she goes... but then the bitchy side of me says that ever since I moved out she/they haven't really made the effort to stay tight with me anyway. Well, that was happening before I moved out. Anyway. When I get my bed on Sunday I'll invite her and Nikki (and Sachiyo by extension) over for dinner and hopefully they'll fucking accept this time.
I'm still waiting for my package from fucking 24hr TV. Dude, it's been 10 days. What the shit? The last time it came in 3.
Man, why am I in such a turbo-bitchy mood right now? Damn.