So. This could be interesting.

Alright.  I know that Jboys are not aggressive when it comes to dating.  Or sex.  And that might just be the understatement of the century since... I practically threw myself at Hiroki last year and went home with him (which was a first) and while he did make the first move in bed, whiskey dick happened.  Andrew's (or Justin's?) friend said that you just have to be nothing short of a whore and just get them all worked up first so they'll go home with you because they are too chicken shit to make the first move.  I know this.

What am I going to do with a boy who (at 28) hasn't even held hands with a girl, let alone kissed one?  I told him to leave it to me to show him (*winkwinknudgenudge*) though that makes me sound kind of slutty (which I had to explain).  I said just to have confidence because that's hot.  He can ask me to do anything and I am really affectionate but I won't push him.  I don't even have that much experience!  I'm still waiting for a reply.  :/  But you know... I've kind of always wanted to be the one in charge and have my way with a guy. >D

It's all the gays I know and fucking sex classes I've taken and Savage Love I read.  

His response: 凄い！初めて知った！！とても勉強になる。ありがとう♥　うん、へザーはとても優しい　So, I'm falling for you rapidly, I think ♥♥ [Wow! I never knew that!!  I really learned something.  Thanks ♥  You so sweet]
At least he doesn't think I'm a slut. :D

Work in Progress

Reworked jhols again.  I toned down the emo a little bit and changed the entire last section that I wrote at work today.  I gave Aiba a pair of balls because he was turning into such a pansy I just couldn't stand it.  How is he supposed to fuck Jun if he's like that?  Yeah, it had to be fixed.  I think it's turning into a lot of little scenes juxtaposed against each other.  Not that that's bad?  I hope.  I think I have... 2 more to write.  Confrontation and porn.  Or allusion to porn.  We'll see.  It's coming along.  10 more days. O_O

I'm really only doing this to kill time while the second episode of Bloody Monday downloads.  I can wrangle in some writing time at work tomorrow if I can get these games for the first years done.  I'm hoping to kill 3-4 birds with one stone.  Thank god elementary school planning is taken care of for this week.

trivialaffair, how you doin'?