Why am I surprised?

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I just got an email from Sachiyo, bailing out on our girly date.  Of course.  I don't think I should be surprised because it feels like she's bailed on me before.  When I make a date with someone, I don't bail.  If it's a group party thing, I might.  If it's the day of--I'll go.  I will turn down invites but I try not to bail on the day of.  I have, I won't lie.  But not when it's a one-on-one date.  Sigh.  I suppose I should be thankful because then I can go to this place that I got a 50% off coupon for and save some money.  Fuck, I would have gone out last night with Ariel and Anna if I had known this was going to happen.  Fuck.

I'm hungry.  That's probably adding to my irritation.